mother at the bottom of the sea mother of god where have you gone sea faring barnacled corpse black fizzing madonna let me glide beside you once more along the shimmering sea floor let me chew through the charred grizzle of what remains there where i tossed you in that january mother of god i hardly knew ye but to be an unfaithful friend obsidian heart bubbling with the rage they pumped into you when you were four don't punish me for your rape! mother of god you are the cold hand that holds me the exquisite ghost that haunts me the shotgun that blasted me from a punctured chrysalis whilst i dangled there helplessly by your venomous cord tangled in the blubbery sinews of your amorphous abortions mother of god you of all people should know of my plight of innocence bludgeoned in the night O! if i could swim down to meet you at the bottom of the sea like a fish i'd drink you in supernal milk ...